He said these past two days have been quite amazing and more than he expected, that we should talk more and maybe we can form something more than just a friendship…..
I don’t know how to feel about this…
Do guys even say these things anymore??
To be re-blogged…. Late night stuff…
I forgot my other tumblr’s email address…. Fuuuuu!
I’ll just reblog this later….. I’m really happy and stuff.. Hanging out with you is actually fun and well I like it…
The shirts are pretty and the ice cream was yummy, and helping make lunch was memorable…. AND THENNN talking about how I’m sarcastic and my hideous tanned back. You hate me!!! This may be too much for one day, but oh well! Can’t wait for tomorrow…
Okay. Last one, I promise…
I got a new tumblr because I miss being able to vent and just ramble about what’s going on my life. And I thought about deleting this one, but I just can’t. There’s so much in here that I can’t just get rid of it… But I will get on again when my computer is fixed because there are some blogs I still want to follow….
One last thing
To Vanessa… I dont even know who you are, but thank you for all the lovely messages. That was quite a show. Grow up a little, just saying.. Now get out of my life!
Farewell
I’m mad that this is getting too much out of me. I don’t mean the breakup, because he was a gentleman about it, and after we talked like great friends. The breakup was good. It’s just everything that’s coming after it. Yes, I miss him, but that’s not what I mean. It’s all the drama and crap that’s being sent to me anonymously. It sucks. And for the past 3 weeks its been happening. I’m just tired of it. So this is the last post i’ll make on here. Maybe I’ll start another blog and not follow anyone I know, I dont know. I’m just tired of all this.
Extraordinary*
Yes you are my ex, but you are also one of my best friends.. And even though we do not talk as often, i’m glad I Have you In my life , and I’m happy to say I can go to you when there’s something bothering me… I like that you’re still honest with me and that we share the same thoughts about the people we know…. The sad thing is I feel like our friendship is deteriorating, and it sucks.. Oh well, right? we’ll see how it works out. I really wish you the best in your life, because you deserve it and because you’re an extraudinary person. This is not a goodbye, and you know it well(:
Crying because I realized how much all of this really means to me. Because I’m scared. Because there is no going back.
Because this is all I have
The funny thing is no one cares about you, not in THAT sense, anyway. You just keep stepping into people’s lives, lives you shouldn’t even be bothering. Haha, I honestly feel sorry for you. But who am I to judge, right? I keep writing, to you, for me… I don’t know anymore. I don’t mean a novel or a great epic poem, but just small happenings. I don’t want to forget these things, and I write them.. I miss you at times, I miss your family, they’re just lovely. I’ve been wodering about them a lot lately, how they are and stuff… I think it’s weird how things happened for us, but I wouldn’t change a thing. You’ve taught me so much, and I am forever grateful. I really like that above all, we are still friends. I’ve missed you, and you’ll find out. One way or another, you will.
